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The Holy Wound: Finding Wholeness in the Fertility Journey

  When you’ve been trying to conceive for months or years, the arrival of your period can feel like a wound that never fully heals. Each cycle brings not just physical bleeding but also emotional bleeding, a grief that can’t always be spoken. For women over 35, this grief can feel especially sharp, laced with urgency, self-doubt, and a relentless inner question: Why is this happening to me? I know this wound intimately. I’ve walked through miscarriage, irregular cycles, and years of trying to trust a body that felt unpredictable, even untrustworthy. At times I believed that my pain was proof that something was broken in me. But over time, I’ve come to see a deeper truth: the wound is not proof of brokenness. It is the very place where life keeps asking me to soften, to listen, and to be remade. In mythic traditions, this is called the sacred wound,  the holy affliction that carries within it not only our deepest pain, but also our medicine. The place where we are most tend...

When the Light Breaks: A Dream of Awakening and Transformation

  Dreams have a beautiful way of bringing our deepest truths into the light. Sometimes, they speak directly to our wounds, other times they offer us insights into places we may not yet be ready to face. Recently, I had a dream that felt like a message from my soul, one that I feel deeply called to share with you today. In the dream, I was with my mother, driving together on a journey. Suddenly, we were blinded by an overwhelming light — so intense that it became almost impossible for her to continue driving. The light wasn’t the usual sunlight; it felt different, disruptive. It was the light of awakening, something that forces us to look at life and ourselves differently, and in that moment, my mother struggled to navigate. In the dream, I told her, “It’s the Uranus-Moon conjunction .” I understood it immediately: Uranus , the planet of disruption and awakening, was meeting Moon , symbolising the emotional, cyclical, and maternal energy. As the dream unfolded, I realised something...